I am back in my home town with my partner for their birthday meals with both sides of the family. It is strange the feeling I get when coming over this side of the country, everywhere I look I have past memories with stories, people and randomness. The road love lane and how I had my first crush with someone down their ironic name. How I have played sports in all the parks in my home town. Long walks and rides I have as a teenager clearing my head and trying to understand my feelings at the time.

All the dreams I had on those walks creep into my head, the dreams I made for myself many now cannot come true but as I was writing last night I wrote something that sums up how I feel about them.

Dreams can either fade or evolve but never die.

One the goal side of everything, I managed to go out for dinner last night and not eat the normal but less which impressed myself. Being back at home and with the weather conditions, my fitness could be better. I have done some stepping to make sure I actually did something for my fitness.

I also managed to finish off another book in the early hours of the morning. This book made me think about how life throws us people that come into our lives and some try to change our lives to suit themselves. This often holds us back and hurts us. It made me think about all the lives that have come into my life and tried to make my life less important. My mother raised me well though because I am strong enough to know my feelings and thoughts and grow with them.

Right, I’m off to chill and enjoy my ma’s house now, Remember there is only one rule SMILE!

A piece I wrote back in 2013 but I’m in love with the title.

Keep Smiling

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