I will always remember that long drive towards the moors.
The late-night chat room not knowing who is truly who
nerves tingling and my hands start gripping the wheel tighter and tighter
what if this is the moment that will complete my soul and stop the unkind thoughts from the past?
How the moment I parked my car felt like a thousand lights shined upon me
A pressure in my heart and my breathing became forced
waiting for you to walk my way.
beaming smile hits me down
in that moment too much love filled my misfit heart and scorched mind
the panic set in my body how could this one person change my own view on how my life should be?
I walked into their home and instantly belonged.
At that moment I wish I knew then that I would regret the feeling of walking away from a chance
chance that I could never forgive myself for hurting that beautiful soul.