Wipe that smear out of the lens
cloud that picture make me blind
blind to the pain it causes daily.
I’m sorry repeat yourself one more time.
My mind was trying to get the flashbacks out of my head
head full of memories of pain and despair
I’m sorry but right now I live in there.
I know more than this is in my future
and my past does not define me
lost in the box that i made to control the pain
Breath and know that it’s okay to live
so live on
3rdofthe3rd 
Sometimes, we have to, experience these pains, to their, fullest potentials, in order to let them go, so 5hey can’t, bother us, anymore…
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Very true, I thought I’d sorted it all out for it to come back stronger. But I am stronger too.
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This can be us, if we refuse to let go of the pain. That was me when four of my siblings died prematurely year after year. Until I finally decided to surrender all my pain to God, and became free. Power, just brought back old memories.
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